Mukade

"'I don't feel very manly. I don't feel rugged and strong and capable in real life, not how I imagine a man ought to be. 'So I seek it, to mimic it and maybe understand it, or maybe to draw it into my own reality. People who are scary, they terrify me, but I can imitate them. 'I'm not a fighter. I'm a petite little bourgeois boy from London. I don't fight, I mimic.' The actor also bravely touched upon his past demons of addiction. 
He told the magazine: 'I was a shameful suburban statistic. 
'I was told very clearly, "You go down that road, Tom, you won't come back. That's it. All you need to know."
'And that message stayed with me clearly for the rest of my days. "